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back to job huntin' yet again. I tried again to get in some where....but it seems I never have any experience for anyone. wtf do they expect? I've only been out of college a few years and every job I've had has been unfulfilling and usually I was either fired or quit. that happens when I ain't happy at the place, and then they find a way to get rid of me 'cause they don't understand my fibromyalgia.
I was forced to leave Home Depot because of that. was in my last semester of school at Rutgers and exams were comin' up, I was crammin' to write papers...so I was stressed to the extreme. yet I had to put up with them tryin' to put me on full-time when I said I couldn't. so one day the migraines got too bad under the florescent lighting and I was starting to hyperventilate because of that. the frakkin' bosses wouldn't even let me go to my little locker for my meds. screw them. I left, cause they gave preference to who ever was in the 'little clic' they have and not any one outside of that. the bosses were never around when you really needed them and seem perturbed that you disturbed them if ya had a problem. oh well, I didn't need their ignorance.
I mean, I feel like a failure because I haven't been able to stay at a place long enough (aside from the bank) to really be there. I have these HUGE dreams and ideas for the future, and I ain't goin' no where and that pisses me off. it's been over 2 years since I screwed up my knee and now the pain is unbearable. I need to get it fixed asap. I gotta try the Marlton Virtua to try and do charity care there. I want some well off man to swoop in and whisk me away to Europe. seriously, or just be well off enough I can hop on a plane to Europe if I want. it could even be an older man who just wants some one to take care of them, and provides for me as I will care for him. I just started lookin' up the prices of trips (mainly to Scotland, Ireland, England, Spain, Germany, Italy, and Greece). don't even want to see the price of a trip to Australia. ::shudders::
so please, any lonely older men (younger men around my age too if they're mature) out there that are well off and need companionship, love, anything else you need, I can fulfill it. promise. I may seem like just a perky person, but I love the finer things in life also. I would be more than enthusiastic to just up and leave everything here and move far away. Spain is good (since I've been there before-- and I speak Spanish), England (just worried about the crappy wet weather), but shall learn new languages (I want to learn Portuguese, French, Russian, and Japanese.)
I want to explore what I can fully do in life, live it to the fullest and get the most out of it before I leave this Earth. that's all.
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irritated
need to get out of here...
nervous
in the clouds yo!